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merely anger without enthusiasm

Word count for Act II is just under 12000; I'm starting Act III tomorrow if it kills me. With the end, probably, because that's the only part I have a clue about, but if it's words on the page, I don't care. I'm still up in the air about the pregnancy thing (I'm thisclose to just cutting it for the sake of my sanity), but I'm dropping the big space battle, because a) it's not necessary and b) I just don't want to write it. So there. :P

I'd hoped to get more writing done today, but my mood's been crap. Dunno why, really want it to stop. Dear brain, I hate you.

I keep forgetting that the pills don't magically fix the depression, they just make it more manageable. So, that means I still get stuck with days when I can barely function. They're just one at a time now, not weeks at a time. It's an improvement, but sometimes it's hard to see it that way.

Damn it, I don't have time for this.

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indywind
Jul. 28th, 2009 02:32 pm (UTC)
What management strategies do you use to cope with a) depression symptoms or b) deadline pressure? Any of them overlap?


Hang in there, the end is near.
melayneseahawk
Jul. 28th, 2009 04:15 pm (UTC)
Unfortunately, I'm nowhere near organized when it comes to actual coping mechanisms. My old therapist wasn't very helpful with that, and my current shrink and I have just been focusing on getting meds that will help at all.
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