AN ENIGMA GAVE A PARADOX A VERY SPECIAL HUG (melayneseahawk) wrote,
AN ENIGMA GAVE A PARADOX A VERY SPECIAL HUG
melayneseahawk

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Need More Chocolate

Today's been a hell of a day. School wasn't any worse than usual. The weather (chilly, rainy, insane fog, the kind of wet-cold that cuts to the very marrow of your bones) made me feel oddly homesick and long wistfully for New Zealand. It was very strange, but Ben felt it, too, so that means I'm not totally crazy.

Then came home, asked certain someone to prom, and was delayed rather than rejected, since said someone didn't want to go to another high school prom, but would go with me if I still couldn't find someone else later. Much better, you would say, than a no. I laugh.

I was majorly spazzing about this, and realized that I'd let the relationship angst that had been hovering over my head since last spring get the better of me. This then led to a serious conversation with David that ended in me crying for a good five minutes. It may be cathartic to tell someone, but right now it hurts like a bitch.

Much work to do, and maybe now I'm calm enough to do it now, I think. But I need more chocolate.
Tags: high school, is this any way to fall in love?
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